Oh yeah .. I'm just another mallu guy

I have been lately asking her if she will come with me if i ask her out and all ... ask her out means will u marry me without your parents consent ;) ... u kno im always worried what if she changes her mind ... i will be a looking like a fool ... but i kno she wont disappoint me ... bcz she was so much in love .. and i love her like no one else in this world ... her father ... mmm .. im wondering .. i don have the courage to ask her directly ... but if she cames across this blog im hoping u will answer my dilemma ...

so ppl i was talking abt her father .. yeah her father .. u kno im really worried abt this one ... but i cant ask her simply .... this is abt her father ok ... it was like this .. she told me her father has high bp and had two attacks and all ...

oh btw i didn't tell u my real problem ... we (she and i) were of different religions and her family was pretty consevative one ... then why did i fell in love with her in the first place? ... caz i can't help it .. she was everything i could ever dream of ... thats another story i'll tell u abt it later ..

so back to our problem ... the thing is she told me her father had a fragile heart ... now what does that mean? :-/ ... it means don make him overly mad or sad ... but she does it all the time ;) ... anyway the thing is whatif ... whatif ... i go over to him ask his daughter over ... he fells ill ... i don kno ... and i cant ask her ... can i? ... well there is the problem ... what will she do ... now im thinking abt this bcz someone recently told me an opinion that scared the hell out of me ... but i cant ask her directly right? ... :-< ... i don what im going to do .. i don want her in a dilemma or anything ... u kno ...

as far as i think ... i too had my father and mother ... i dono how many more years they can be with me .... but i just want her to be with me all my life thats all i kno ...

This post doesn't mean i will let her go that easily ... i don care abt her father ... on second thoughts :-s@kanthari.com ... i do care abt him but not as much as i care abt her alright ;)

ps:- I can and will wait till you are ready to be taken :)

I Love my Kanthari